Having little to say
Sometimes when things are almost over, or already over, you get a moment of silence. Not from the people / entities / surroundings which you thought were against you, but from yourself. The mere fact of “I’ve completed it!”, and then the eerie silence, before life moves on, and sometimes you get so numb, and awed that you did it, irregardless whether you’ve screwed up or not.
Whether its holidays, or just assignment, some people say its the calm before the storm, even if its in the midst of a heated battle. After all, nothing’s too far up, and nothing’s too far down, isn’t there?
Now i’m listening to a remix of KOEI’s Romance Of The Three Kingdoms VI, I think its song number 6. The remix is titled “An Empire of Questions”. Its just melodic, but somehow if you’re gonna ask me, its like those cheesy movie parts (especially in chinese movies) where the protagonist(s) goes about making a certain stuff, showing the processes involved (whether its a pure power leveling, creating a physical object, or an internal mental process of reaching a certain amount of maturity), where ther will be cutscenes of various proses and forms taken, showcasing the protagonist doing certain things (as many as few pictures in one go) filled with some really cheesy-heart pumping music, like the ones you get to see in “The Fearless One”, or “Dragon Tiger Gate”, anad others of its ilk.
So here I am, typing various things, doing various things (i’m no multitasker, if you ask me), doing certain things with this music looping over and over again, jsut because i liked how ROTK VII OST was, and will always enjoy it.
In any case, trouble looms ahead in less than 4 weeks, and already I have a siren buzzing off for tomorrow’s class, as there is a speech that I must make, and i’m 2nd in row to showcase my speech.
While writing much here has not given my much inspiration as to what kind of “event speech” i’ll be doing, i’m thinking of “opening ceremony” of a noodle shop. Hmm… Tempting.
But I’m still stuck in the “numb” rut. Save me.